I am getting confused over the word anniversary. So I had to look it up to try and figure out why. And it worked.
- The annually recurring date of a past event, especially one of historical, national, or personal importance: a wedding anniversary; the anniversary of the founding of Rome.
- A celebration commemorating such a date.
American Heritage Dictionary
I usually think of anniversaries in the second definition. The celebration part, especially. So talking about the 5th “anniversary” of the attacks on 9-11 seemed a bit odd.
And talking is alot of what I have found myself and others doing. Maybe this is a D.C./New York thing, but folks that I know have been pouring out what they were doing on that day. Where they were when they heard. Reliving the clutched stomachs of seeing the second tower crumble on live TV. Calls and emails trying to track people down.
In some ways, the memories seem more vivid this year than on past “anniversaries”of this bad day. The parade of others’ memories on TV, radio, Web and print do not cut any less deep. I can be back on September 11, 12, 13, 2001 in less then a second. Fighting back tears and still not understanding it. I don’t know that I ever will.
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It certainly was a surreal day yesterday… I don’t know either if it’s a DC/NY thing, but I couldn’t help but think about exactly what I went through on September 11, 2001, and how I tried to locate my parents in DC and friends in NYC… It was a scary day indeed and we will probably never fully understand it.