You know that email you wrote? Telling someone how absolutely and completely wronged you are by their cruel, thoughtless and idiotic deeds? You know that one? Don’t send it.
When I’m writing a howler, I very deliberately leave the “TO:” line blank. That way, I can’t even mistakenly send it.
I’m definitely composing that ferocious email. I’m carefully going back and editing that email to hone all the barbs until they are quite sharp. I am ensuring that it is fully TO THE POINT and that no one could mistake my intention. Then I’m walking away. I might delete it right then. Or I might see it in my drafts folder later. I have never sent it when I saw it again later.
I, like you, need to get that righteous anger out of my system. I can’t imagine a scenario in which I need to put it directly into someone else’s system, just for one simple reason.
Nothing good will come of it.
I’m not motivated by making something bad happen. I personally get nothing out of exacting revenge. Ugliness I lavish will likely
- screw me over
- not make a whiff of difference in the other’s behavior
- damage a relationship that I want (or need) to maintain
- All of the Above
Hence, no good will come of it.
I’ve been contemplating rage-quitting Medium over the cycle of hurt and outrage that is brewing on that platform. But rage quitting feeds that shit cycle. So, if I’m leaving the platform behind, I will just pick up my keyboard and leave. Without a public fuss.
I was watching a clip from a TV show where grown men in suits and ties were calling each other names, being mean and dismissive, yelling over each other and, I dunno. It definitely was not civil. It was remarkably angry. It included glowering. It was dysfunction dyscussion.
Is your goal to make some afraid? To force an error? To slam the door in someone’s face? To punish? To hurt? To win at any cost?
Let me be clear. I used to be much meaner. It just doesn’t work. Not for what I want, anyway.