I can’t do this. I was writing a post about people leaving, but I just couldn’t.
I couldn’t write another sentence about missing someone who is physically away, because it is selfish since he’s still alive.
I couldn’t think about the loss in my heart as my child grows up, because he has the chance to continue his journey.
Others have none of that. Parents will not see their children again. Friends will not see their friends again. Brothers and sisters will not see their sibs again. In Orlando. In San Bernardino. In Sandy Hook. In Aurora. In too many places.
My feelings of loss are still real, and I’ll finish that post another day–maybe even tomorrow, but today I am stuck on one thing.
I don’t care about your fucking guns. I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOUR FUCKING GUNS.
I am not safer because you have guns. My children are not safer because you have guns. Nobody that I love is safer because you have guns. My neighborhood is not safer because you have guns. And my city, which is the capital of our country, is obviously not safer for your gun fetish.
I’m at a breaking point.
I don’t personally give a rat’s ass about guns. But I respect my friends, colleagues, some cool hunters and whoever get a kick out of guns. I give such little rat’s ass that I don’t care that people have them for their reasons. Like they hunt. Or collect. Or are sportsman. Or whatevs.
But today, I have to tell you, with all due respect, fuck your guns. Really. I’ve had it.
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR GUNS.
Let me say it again.
WITH ALL DUE RESPECT, FUCK YOUR GUNS.
Really. Don’t tell me how powerful they make us. Because there is no data that convinces me–and I really really loves me some data. Because those constitutional arguments as validated by a Supreme Court intellectual black hole make absolutely no sense vis-à-vis any discussion of any other bill o’ rights issues. And I gotta say, I really really really loves me some U S of A constitutions. Like sickly in love.
Until we can include guns, and any rational role they have in a modern society, in our discussion of solutions to issues of religious extremism, homophobia, hate and intolerance that are expressed in mass murder, I am totally through. There is not a single silver bullet–pardon the gun reference–to stop terrorism and hate crimes. If we don’t put everything on the table, we just keep talking in circles. Like we have. Dizzy. And 50 more dead.
I am very sorry, Loyal Reader, to rant in an incoherent fashion. But this was all I could write today.
And I am sorry. So, so, sorry. Yes. I am sorry.
Except for saying, fuck your guns. They are not more important than people.